I’m Doing Just Fine !!

I’m fine, I’m just tired

Trust me, I know how it feels

I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower

So no one can hear you

And waiting for everyone to fall asleep,

So you can fall apart

For everything to hurt so bad.
You just want it all to end

I know exactly how it feels

I don’t blame anyone, I did this to myself

Its my fault, everything is my fault

I feel this tiredness that sleep can’t fix

And please stop asking if I’m okay.
I’m tired of lying

I’m tired of living

I’m tired of trying

I’m tired of coping

I’m tired of hoping

I’m tired of existing

I’m tired of breathing.
I’m just done

Because I’m never truly happy

Some days I’m just a little less sad than the rest

When you reach the point of being so sad you’re numb

You’re going to miss the ability to cry

Because depression is like drowning,
And seeing everyone around you breathing

Because depression is not a choice.
Its a deep hole you cannot climb out of

Trust me, I know how it feels

To beg God to just take it all away.
Poetess Dee 🙂

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