I’ll Be Here,Waiting To Be Abused !

Please, close the door, and lock it shut.

These feelings are the death of me.

Unbearable sadness coupled with undying rage
Drives me sane, woke up in the hospital with a cold sweat.

All alone – Alone with my thoughts, I cannot sleep
So I stare at the white ceiling thinking of you,
Wondering what I could have done to deserve this.
I tried to be a good girlfriend, I know sometimes it doesn’t seem like it,
I am full of love, but I don’t know who to love.

Opening up to you took more effort than imaginable,
you take it for granted, but that’s okay.
Use and abuse me I’ll take the abuse.

Only because I love you that much and I can’t seem to walk away from you .. Use and abuse me;,I’ll take the abuse.

Poetess Dee